i can't wait for tomorrow.
he's coming back.
finally.
i'm getting tired of waiting.

i just can't wait for monday to come.
i can't wait to see what he says.

my mummy is mad though.
she is.
asking so many questions all.
i so don't believe in that.

i'm off to watch death note on monday.
with my cliQue.
and i hope i'm not too dumb to understand the story.

i said sorry for all the misery i caused you.
and if you want to be left alone.
then i'll leave you alone.
sorry to burst your bubble.
but its getting easier not to constantly come to you when i need help.
i have other people that i trust.
i've got jo.
i've got faezah.
i've got shabin.
i've got jared.
i've got cliQue.
i've got manda.
i've got drey.
i've got sher.
and i've got GOD.
thats more than enough.
and if all else fails.
i know that pet will be there to listen.
varien will be there to comfort.
thats why.
but when you're done being alone.
you know you have a friend here.
if you need me to listen to you.
i'll be here.
i'll be your friend.
but thats all thats going to be.
understand?

lexine was being crazy during dinner.
cause she kept thinking of names to give YJ.
so that she can call him that.
it seems that his name is too difficult for her to remember.
how dumb can lexine can get?
but i love you still.


sheryl.
happy birthday in advance.
just in case i fall asleep by the time midnight comes.
i love you.
and i miss you.
12 years now!
and i think 12 is a good number.
ive known each other since we were ohsoyoung!
and this relationship will last us until we go so old!
i love you!
p.s: i miss you too!